truskn perjuangan,...

dear diary,

ati smkn rase x tnteram,...
ape y aku ngah pk skang ni yer... ??
n i juz dun feel rite when it comes 2 think about him...
juz 2 feel sumthin' dat i nvr ever tot b4... reli dun noe wats dat feelin'..
hmmm..

if he reli2 'throw' me out from his life, dats impossible... but sumtimes it is not...
bcoz things happen...

does he ever think dat he has 2 care others feelin especially a gurl dat he had lov most b4...
pnah ke die t'pk...

it's true dat i'v let him go, but 4 his gudness n hepiness,i tot...
n not 2 make him lost his real life...
n i dun think dat he found his hepines thru dis way..
few days b4, im stil laving him, giving chances, but now, dat feelin is no mor wit me...

numb...
disgustg....erkkk
no mor 2 think bout him...
emmm
kalow ade t'pk pn, juz ntuk mengingatkn dri, muhasabah dri...
sbb pglmn mgjar kte khdpn...

hmmm, wat mse skang, da xle nk pk ape2 da...
ckup la ngan ksengsaraan y aku trime b4 diz...
juz let him go,... go away...far...
hdup msti dteruskn,...aku jga ingin bhagia, wit my own way,..
way wit Allah...i.Allah..
pray 4 my success... lav al my frens...